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Tomorrow I'm going to job hunt..   And call up the massage school to see if they're worth the tuition.

I've been wanting to shave my head for a few years now, but if I do it now everyone will think I'm imitating Mz. Spears.  Though if I had done it before they'd feel I was imitating someone else - Sinead O' Connor or some such. For some reason I want to free myself from the fear of being bald.  I want to strip away the plumage that I am so attached to just to prove that I feel beautiful and feminine without it.  I don't want to be comepletely bald, just down to about 1/4" to 1/2", I think it would feel wonderful.

It might be that having two very close female relatives go through chemotherapy has made me realize that hair is so incredibly insignificant.  Most things are.

I still don't have the guts to do it.

I was looking at some of Eric Feng's work today, I really love his style.